Email 2/24/14

Dear Family!!!!!!!!!!

It has been yet another crazy and a bit stressful week. Right before transfers we found out why Diane one of our investigators has been so distant in the past two lessons. She has found out that she was 24 weeks pregnant with twins. She is 34 and already has 4 kids under the age of 12. She told us that she didn't want them because they were from her ex that beat her on new years. I was completely shocked and had no idea what to do. So I have just been praying for her constantly. We went to go and see her on Thursday last week and she was not in. So we then went and saw her on Saturday and she told us that she packed up the kids and went for a few day holiday to clear her head. She has decided to keep the twins. I was so happy. It is still going to be a long road but she seems to be listening so much more and really taking it in. Her and her two daughters are scheduled to be baptized on the 22nd of March. They are so great!!!!!! I love their family so much I just want to take away all of the pain and stress that they are going through. The next step is to get the Relief Society involved. I hope that they will. We really need her to have friends to help her through this rough time.

My Companion is Sister Vosloo! She is from South Africa near Johannesburg. She has been out only one transfer less then I have. She is great!!!! I already love her so much. She is helping me to not be so stressed about the area and leaving it. I just love every one here so much that I don't want to leave them without doing all that I can for them. It has been wonderful to have her connect with so many of the people we are working with. So much so that I don't have to worry about them as much as I have been because I know that they will be in good hands.

Right now we are going to be working a lot on uniting the members. So we will be doing lots of service for them!!!!!! They are great as single families, but they seem to forget that they are a ward family. They are letting little things come between them and it is hard to see. So we are going to work on building their faith in the Atonement. You can see the discord in church.

Oh my goodness I have a story to tell you!!!!!!! So we went out to tea with some members. They took us out to a carvery!!!!! It was heavenly!!!!!!! Well while we were talking they were saying that the little girl was just like her mom. So I asked the little girl if she wanted to see a picture. She said yes so I pulled out the one of you and dad holding me as a baby. She looked at it for a second then threw her hands down on the table and said " WAIT YOUR MARRIED" I could not control my laughter because it was just so funny and priceless. She is 6 years old and it just reminded me so much of little Audrey!!!!!! Oh it was a great night!!!!! They brought out sister Vosloo's pudding on a really big plate (the pudding was really small) , and that same little girl said. "I think they should bring you a smaller plate for your pudding.

We got in contact with Ryan and his phone had broken so we now have his new number but have not had a chance to meet with him yet. Hopefully this week.

NO the weather has just been up and down!!!!!!!

I get to go to the temple tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited!!!!! I have missed it so much. Oh and president said that it is fine to skype on mothers day. It is the 30th of March!!!

I am not sure if I need to send anything home as of yet but I will look through and let you know. I don't know what to bring home!!!!!!! It is so hard.

I hope that everyone starts feeling better!!!!!!!!

I love and miss you tons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love

Sister Ballantyne

Email 2/17/14

Dearest Family!!!!!!

This week has been absolutely Crazy!!!!!! Monday was crazy because pretty much nothing went as planned. But it was really fun!!!!!!! We ended up not seeing Ryan unfortunately because he was in wales visiting his mom and was not able to make it back. So hopefully we will be able to meet with him soon. Tuesday we had a zone meeting and it was really good!!!! It was an answer to my prayers!!!!!!!! I have been trying to figure out how to become more sincere through prayer. And the whole zone meeting was on prayer and what we can do to have more meaningful prayers. It was amazing!!!!!!! Then sister Steinagel and I went on an exchange. She went to St. Helens with Sister Taylor, and Sister Fonoifua came to me. She is from Tonga and she is really funny!!!!!!!! We had so much fun!!!!!! We saw a lot of miracles. Like one of our potential investigators that we have not been able to get in contact with us and said that she would like to come to church this Sunday!!!!! I am so excited!!!!!!! On Wednesday we had crazy weather!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There were 80 mile an hour winds. It was so bad that we were on a bus for 2 hours and stuck in the bus station for 1 hour. It was quite entertaining!!!!!!!!!!! I love being a missionary!!!!!!!!!! Thursday we exchanged back and I got my wonderful Companion back!!!! Yay!!!!!
Thursday and Friday were the craziest days I have ever had so far. On Thursday agter we exchanged back we went to go see one of our investigators. On the way there we stopped to talk to a man and He bent down to kiss sister steinagel and she stepped back so he kissed her hand. It was so funny. We then went to call by one of our investigators and she answered the door and told us it wasn't a good time that she was getting ready for work and then flashed us. I wonder if she thought that we didn't understand what she was saying but I was completely shocked!!!!!!!! On Friday we would knock on doors and people would come in their bath robes and tell us that they were just about to get in the shower!!!!! I just don't know what is going on!!!!! It is crazy!!!!!!!! We had 3 amazing miracles on Friday. One was we met a less active and he said that we could come and teach him again. Then the other two were that night!!!!! We were going to a members home and on the way sister Steinagel was talking to a lady on the bus and another woman kept staring at her. She got off at the same stop that we did and I knew that I needed to talk to her. She was really nice and said that she would like to learn more about what she had heard and we are meeting with her on Tuesday!!!! Then right after her there was a woman who was about to fall over so sister steinagel ran to help here. We started talking to her and she said that she would love to know what the purpose of life is and what happens after. We are also meeting her on Tuesday!!!!!!!

Saturday we got transfer calls. Sister Steinagel is leaving and I will be staying here in Warrington. My new companion will be Sister Voslou. She is from South Africa. Sunday was really hard because it was all really starting to sink in!!!!!!! But the lessons were really good and helped a lot. I am glad that this will be my last area!!!! They are all so wonderful!!!!!!!!!!

The woman that died and her husband were members but the rest of their family are not members. And we were volunteered by the Senior missionary couple in the ward. I think it went alright.

We are still trying to get them to pick a date. I hope that it will be soon but we will have to just pray and see.

Oh that is such a cute idea!!!!!!!!!! I am sure that she loved it.

Wow that is good that he is going on a mission. He will do great!!!!!

You can talk about how Obedience is what can bring pure happiness. Ecl. 12:13; D&C 84:44; 1 Ne. 3:7.  I found the first one the other day and linked it to the others. I really puts what is expected of us into perspective. When we do that everything else seems to fall into place. Often times we make it ten time harder then what it needs to be. Just go back to the basics and work at them every day. It was a great personal study on Sunday!!!!!!! You will do great!!!!!

I hope that you are all doing well!!!!! I love you tons!!!!!!

Love

Sister Ballantyne

Email 2/10/14

Dearest Family,

Oh how I love you so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This week has been absolutely Crazy!! I ended up getting everything that everyone else has had plus more. It has been miserable but I am pushing through it. I finally buckled down and used my Nibulizer yesterday and It helped a lot. I know I probably should have used it sooner but I was stubborn. But on the other had we had a miracle last week!!!!!!!!!! So do you remember when I was in Rhyl and we had a party for sister Clawson's Birthday and she invited a magician. Well after that we could never really get in contact with him. Well I found him a few weeks ago (actually he found me). Sister Steinagel were walking through the shopping center and this man stopped us and asked if He knew me. I remembered him from Rhyl. We talked for a bit and then went on our way. Until Last week. When I saw him at his stand in the shopping center. And before I knew it my mouth had opened and said: Hi Ryan. He said Hi and we started talking. And he asked for a Book of Mormon. And we set up a time to meet with him today!!!!! It was absolutely amazing!!!!!!

On Thursday we sang at the funeral. I was not sure if I was even going to sing let alone make it through the whole song. Because I could not stop coughing. But the Lord strengthened me again and helped me sing. I hope that they were able to feel the spirit and to know that she is happy and in a better place. The funeral service was really good but different. It not being done by our church. But as I was sitting in that church watching the family comfort each other. I couldn't help but think about our family and how much we strengthen each other. I couldn't help but think about how much they don't know and how much they needed the comfort of our savior. It was a wonderful blessing to be able to share a bit of that with them. I am so grateful to know that I will be able to see my loved ones again and to know that they are never too far away.

We did service for some of our investigators on Saturday. It was so much fun we painted their walls. And by the end we were helping them plan some of their wedding. Telling them that we had hook ups in the ward and that they would be more then happy to help. It is so much fun!!!!!!!!! I love being a missionary and helping all of these wonderful people come to know who they are and the potential that they have inside of them!!!!!!!

Yesterday was a really rough day!!!!!! We went to our investigators house to bring Her and her 4 kids to church. Well all weekend we had called members to see if they could give them a ride and finally decided that we were going to have to just walk with them. Then a member said that they were able to take them. Which meant that we would have to walk. Which was fine, but we would be late and we were supposed to be there early because it was ward conference and we were supposed to sing the prelude music with the choir. So then the Choir was mad at us and I just felt the feeling that I have felt many times before. Like I just cannot do anything right. And I just broke down. I didn't want to go to church or anything I just wanted to go to my bed and sleep. Plus I was having a really hard time breathing. The member that took the family came back and got us so I had to put on my strong face. Church ended up going fine. But when we got home I just died. So we ended up having to stay in because I just could not breath or do anything. But I am doing so much better today!!!!!!!! And this is going to be a wonderful week I can just feel it.

I am so happy for her!!!!!!!! That is wonderful news!!!!!!!!!

Ya I am trying really hard not to think of coming home. I understand that I will still grow after my mission, but I also realize that I still need to change a bit more before I get home. And I am hoping that I am able to do it. I love the changes that I have already been able to make and am so grateful for this journey in my life. But I am afraid that when I get home it will feel like a dream. Tell Potato that I understand and that it is alright. I hope that he has fun and I will give him a huge hug when He gets home.

I am so grateful for you each of you in my life!!!!! I hope you know how much I love each of you!!!!!!!

Love

Sister Ballantyne

Email 2/3/14

Dear Family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This week has been another roller coaster. It was going really well until Thursday when I got the phone call that said that my release date was April 2nd. I was thrown off because I was told that it would be May 7th. They said that president has the ability to change it either 30 days before or after the original date to make his live a little easier. So I guess he changed it to the 2nd. So I guess you get to see me sooner!!!!! My shoulder is doing fine it still hurts but I am just getting over it.

I have not had to go back to the Hospital lately thank goodness. And I believe that my Asthma is doing fine.

Yes we are still working with the same investigators. Except the aunt of the family we are teaching. She has gone back to live in Lincoln. She was only here so that she could mend. But we planted a seed and hopefully she will look up the missionaries in her area. But that family is doing wonderful. They are thinking about getting married soon!!!!! She is looking at wedding dresses. We are praying so hard for them. He knows it is true the only thing holding them back is the wedding. BAHHHHHHHHH It is so exciting!!!! The other family we are teaching are not progressing as fast. We are still waiting for them to come to church. Each week they say that they will and then each week they don't show up. I just want them to come. I know that it will help them so much. The ward is wonderful!!!!!!!!!!! I love them all so much. They really pull together. There was a member that passed away about a week and a half ago. And they are really pulling together. The woman that passed away and her husband were the only members of the church in their family so they are having the funeral in a Church of England Chapel. And my companion and I were volunteered to sing at the grave side. I am a bit nervous. We are going to be singing Be Still My Soul. Hopefully they will feel the spirit and be comforted.

NO it is just an old air base that they have built a bunch of houses on. There are a few land marks but it is no longer a proper air base. I just love that it has American History;)HeHe

I have not heard back from her yet. I don't know if I will but I hope that it helped and didn't make anything worse.

You did not make me feel that way. I never wanted to be in a leadership position any way. I would much rather just do what I am doing. I have been have a bit of a rough time not feeling like I have accomplished all that Heavenly Father wants of me on His mission. And when I got that call on Thursday it was really hard to realize that after this transfer I only have one left. So I have a lot of work to do and am a little worried that I wont make it. But I am just trying to take it one day at a time even though it is really hard.

I love you all so much.

Love

Sister Ballantyne

Email 1/27/14

Well my week has been pretty eventful. We had a return missionary come home in this ward. He was serving in the France mission. We went to his homecoming on Wednesday and I pretty much had a complete come apart. It all became too real that it will be me really soon. And I am so not ready for that. I have not become who I want to be yet. Friday night I had to go to A&E (ER) because my shoulder has been hurting me for a good week and a half. I was ignoring it pretty well until it became really sharp pains and there would be times that I could not move it. So we went and we sat and waited to be seen. It was not very fun because I promised myself that I would not to back to one of the British hospitals again. But look where I ended up. The examined it and said that it was an inflamed tendon and gave me so pills to take and a cream to rub on it 3 times a day. I am not to sure if it is working yet but we will see.

We had a miracle this week as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was absolutely amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One of our investigators had their aunt come and stay with them for few weeks. So on Thursday night we went over to teach them and she came and sat in the lesson. But before we could even say a word she told us all about her life and a week ago she almost died and that has left her looking for more truth. She listened to every word and was so happy to have her own Book of Mormon. On Saturday we taught them the Plan of Salvation and she told us that it was pretty much everything that she already believed in. And she came to church on Sunday. I think that she is going to help her family progress even more.

We met a family a few days ago and they are now dated for baptism. Hopefully they will come to church next Sunday. They really are a great family!!!!

I have not gotten poorly yet and hopefully it stays that way.

Oh I keep forgetting to tell you that where we live is on an old American Air Base. It is wonderful!!!!

The weather has been about the same. It has been hailing off and on lately. Which is really funny!!!!!!

Why doesn't he want to go on Trek. It will be a wonderful experience. It is camping and hiking. He likes that stuff. Plus he will be able to light fires all he wants. I am sure that he will like it once he gets out there. Wow LJ is going on a mission that is wonderful!!!!

I love and miss you so so so so so so so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love

Sister Ballantyne